Monday, December 26, 2005

There is a wonderful mythical law of nature that the three things we crave most in life -- happiness, freedom, and peace of mind -- are always attained by giving them to someone else.

--Peyton Conway March

Another wonderful Christmas has come and gone. Christmas day, we all got up at around 8 to open presents -- a little early :-), but thats the way we've always done it. There were many nice highlights. One of them was definitely watching my parents open up their new laptop my sis and I bought them (an iBook, of course!). We all received some very nice things -- I got quite a number of DVD movies, The Sims 2: University expansion pack, and some nice clothes. One of the other great highlights was cooking breakfast with Meg. After opening presents, we made chocolate chip pancakes, scrambled eggs, and turkey bacon (which, in my opinion, is far better than regular bacon). It was a ton of fun cooking, and even more fun watching everyone enjoy what we made.

After that, we went up to my uncle's house in Vacaville to spend the rest of Christmas day. The traffic going up was awful -- it took 3 hours to get there, compared to the hour and half it usually takes. Its cool though. When we finally got there, we had a lot of fun just talking and laughing. We even opened up some more presents.

To change the subject completely, I began composing a choral setting of that old Irish blessing:
May the roads rise to meet you,
May the wind be at your back,
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
May the rains fall softly on your fields,
And, until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of his hand.

It is such a sweet little text, and one dear to my heart, as I've often performed various other settings of this text. Lol - so far I just have the first phrase, but hopefully it will be sweet when it is done.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas!

We had a fabulous Christmas Eve -- definitely one of the best in a long time. The choir sang at the 6 o'clock Christmas Eve service at St. M's. It went pretty well, although I need to break the choir of some bad habits they've developed with singing the carols -- such as going on "auto-sing mode". They've built up these habits over the millions and millions of times they've sung carols, so hopefully I can break some of the habits within the next three weeks of the Christmas season. I think it went really well though, especially considering I had close to 30 people singing! It was tons of fun.

After mass, the fam and I went over to the Bignells to spend the rest of Christmas Eve. We had an absolute blast -- definitely topped the fun-o-meter. The company was wonderful, the dinner delicious, and the "Christmas Song Sherade" game delightfully entertaining. I don't know how I got to be so blessed with such wonderful people in my life. Thank God for friends.

Well, I should get to bed. Tomorrow is going to be a great Christmas day!

nite nite

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

So, I have this jazz gig in Saratoga tomorrow night, and it is supposed to be outside. However, with the current rainy weather, I doubt we'll even get to perform. Oh well. . .

The "mini concerts" went very well last night. The SC Chorale gave two free concerts at St. Joseph's Cathedral in downtown SJ as part of a free concert series the cathedral does every advent. The first concert at 7 was basically a rehearsal -- and a shaky one at that. Thank God the cathedral is a forgiving space, acoustically, just as the Santa Clara Mission is, because we needed all the forgiving we could get. The second concert went significantly better than the first. Overall, we were a lot less timid. The only piece that was shakey the second time around was "Lo how a rose" because I gave the complete wrong key. I think I am cursed with this one -- for every one of our concerts, I always had trouble getting the key to this one. I'm not even sure why, but the key I gave was waaaaaaaaay too low. It was really funny actually -- I almost started laughing during it because it was so low.

Pam Quist is one of the greatest people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. She is the composition professor at SCU, and as a student there, I had taken many upper division music classes with her, and also studied composition with her. Currently, I am working as her music copyist, inputting her recent work, Requiem For the People, into the computer (using Sibelius, of course!). It is truly an honor working for someone whom I have such tremendous respect for. She is one of those people who you constantly learn from, and I certainly am blessed to have had her as a professor, and now as a mentor, and friend.

Marc's back in town today, so him and I, as well as a bunch of other people that are in town, are going out to BJ's tonight for happy hour. Fun times, fun times . . .

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

My, my, my, it has been a while since I've updated this thing. Almost forgot I had it.

The Santa Clara Chorale concert went absolutely fabulously. I couldn't have been happier. We performed lots of wonderful settings of Christmas pieces -- my favorites being the Paulus setting of three Christmas texts, and of course the Bach "Wachet Auf". Singing Bach has to be one of the closest things to pure joy on this earth. He was truly a master and genius. The little tenor recit that I worked on quite a bit (and was worried about) actually went quite wonderfully. The orchestra was great. I'm curious to hear what it sounded like on the recording.

So, I am a published composer! The piece I was asked to write piano accompaniment is being published by Oregon Catholic Press, one of the big publishers of music for church services. I don't really think the accompaniment I wrote is all that great, but its fine for the piece.

Speaking of composing, I think I have caught the "composing bug". Basically, when I'm not doing the copying work for Pam, I'm working on my own compositions. I began composing a mass setting. I've got the Kyrie completely done, and the choral parts for the Sanctus and Lamb of God. I'm also working on a setting of Psalm 51. I have the refrain completely done, and harmonized. The first verse will be a tenor/soprano duet. I'm excited. I'm also working on an atonal choral piece using a poem by some Buddhist dude. I'm a little stuck though, on that one. But at least I have the first 14 measures done, and I have an idea of what I would like to do with other parts of the text. I think it will be too short to stand on its own, so it will eventually end up being one of a set of choral pieces. Composing is fun :-)

I've been having at least 25 people singing in my choir on Sundays! 25! I think this is the largest number I've ever had on Sunday mornings. It has been fabulous. And I think I will get more too. Sunday was the J.W. House concert, and my choir sure sang their hearts out. They performed beautifully.

Alright, more later. I have to get in my tux now. The Chorale is singing downtown tonight in the cathedral. Free concert! One at 7 and one at 8!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Today is one of those perfectly beautiful summer days in San Jose. It is a very comfortable 79 degrees; the sun is shining, and there isn't a cloud in the sky. A slight breeze is blowing through the trees, and I am sitting at the patio table with the laptop in front of me chatting with a friend online, and updating my blog. Aaah, wireless internet is wonderful!

So, I'm graduated. Graduation day was a blast; I had many friends join me at Rock Bottom Brewery to celebrate. Since then, I have found a variety of things to keep me busy. I have been taking voice lessons from my teacher, Scott, who is in town. I have also been giving lessons to others as well. For a while now, I have been giving the Knapen twins piano lessons. I have also started giving voice lessons to a very young singer (12 years old!), as well as to Veronika and my friend Joey. I've been helping Joey with music theory as well as composition stuff. It really is fun and gratifying as well. I enjoy helping people discover how awesome and wonderful music really is.

I've also been busy at my church doing the usual two or three masses a weekend as well as weddings and funerals. It’s been nice -- I've been making quite a bit of money for not very much work. But I know that, coming soon, I will have to look for a regular week job.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

I am in the thick of finals week, and so far, all is well. Yesterday, I had my Buddhism final, which I think I did relatively well on. The exam was simple enough, but my memory wasn't all that great with terms like Bodhisattva and Avalokiteshvara as well as others that had a million letters. Nonetheless, I think its safe to say that I'll pass the class. My next final is tomorrow morning, and it will be one that certainly will be a royal pain in the butt. Its the final for my astronomy class, the class that has proven over and over with all of the ridiculous quizzes and labs to be extremely frustrating and irritating. There is so much information that I am responsible for. I can only hope that at least some of it will stick to my brain. This is the class I am worried about, but I don't think he can flunk me because there is a curve to the grades.

In the mean time, I finished my final english paper, with the help of my very generous sister. I will post it at the end of this log.

I suppose I should begin my studying for astronomy. Oh help.

Here's my paper:

The Magic of Harry Potter

Robert Parrish, author of a magician’s handbook, once said that, “Audiences want to believe what they see a magician to do, and yet at the same time, they know better and do not believe. Therein lies the fascination of magic to modern people.” All of us, at one time or another, have wanted to believe in the impossible, something so surreal, that it could never take place. Luckily, there are those who satisfy these cravings within us, such as authors of fictitious genres. These authors take us into the worlds that they so masterfully create, and allow us to escape the trials of everyday life and regress to the innocence of childhood. J.K. Rowling is a lot like a magician, drawing people all over the world to her ever-popular Harry Potter series. Just as a magician puts on a show for his or her audience, so does J.K. Rowling capture her audience of readers by way of creating an irresistibly magical world, one where both young and old are tricked into its very existence. Though the Harry Potter series is one of fantasy, its believable presentation captures a large number of adults looking to revisit their childhood and to escape from the harsh realities of everyday life, which is why this series has become such a popular phenomenon.

One of the reasons why the Harry Potter series is so popular among adults is because in many ways, adults sometimes yearn to return back to childhood, where life was simple and powerfully magical. In the series, the children not only display their overt power through their magic, but they have a covert power that enables them to take on challenging situations. In Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, Harry’s condescending Aunt pays a visit to the family. Harry absolutely abhors visits from Aunt Marge, and Aunt Marge strongly dislikes and criticizes him. When she arrives, Harry puts up with her for as long as possible; however, there is a point at which he can no longer take her blows. He uses his magic to cast a spell on her. In this situation, one sees Harry’s obvious use of overt power through magic, but also the use of his inner power: the ability to stand up to his aunt in the first place. Adults can struggle everyday in finding the innocent power of childhood within their own lives. All of us have unpleasant memories of a school bully, and feeling powerless against his domineering behavior. Like the eventual interaction between Harry and Aunt Marge, there is always one child who channels his inner power to stand up for what he or she knows is right. This situation can also be translated to our adult lives; for example, one can have the inner power to stand up to his or her heavy-handed boss. In her review of the Harry Potter series, Alison Lurie says,
…it should be no surprise that [the book] often take the side of children against adults. These books are, in the deepest sense, subversive. They make fun of grown-ups and expose adult pretensions and failings; they suggest, subtly or otherwise, that children are braver, smarter, and more interesting than grown-ups, and that grown-up rules are made to be broken.

In the aforementioned example, one can see that Harry is braver, smarter, and more interesting than his obnoxious, intolerable aunt. He has his magic that, throughout his aunt’s visit, is waiting to explode, revealing that he is the one with the most power. As Lurie says in her review, Harry’s power can be seen as a metaphor for the power of childhood and imagination, creativity and humor. This innocent power is appealing to adults due to their inevitable loss of childhood, and is something that they desire to retrieve. Through the hierarchical school system they must journey through, Children learn that imagination is something to be dulled. Children learn that there is little to no use of imagination in the adult world as they are forced to simply consume and regurgitate rigid facts. Harry Potter is the catalyst for bringing imagination out of hibernation.

Another reason for the unprecedented success of the Harry Potter series is that it allows the reader to escape the reality of their own life and enter into the magical world that Rowling has created. Throughout the series, the reader learns that the family Harry Potter lives with is rather dysfunctional, although the authors of this genre usually create a safe environment for home (Nodelman 189). They do not treat Harry very well, and Harry does not like living with them in the least bit. When it is time to leave his family to go to Hogwarts, he welcomes the change. He essentially gets to escape a world where magic is not allowed, and go to a new world where his authentic self is supported. In Alison Lurie’s article about Harry Potter, she says that, “At the start of each story Harry Potter is living in exile at the Dursleys. But presently, with the help of magic, he is rescued and enters an alternate world in which imagination and adventurousness are rewarded.” In the same way, the reader escapes with Harry to this magical world that Rowling has created. This escape from reality that the reader goes through makes this series so popular because at some point in everyone’s lives, life is too hard to manage, so people look for a temporary respite. Personally, in my life as a student, there are many times in which I feel overwhelmed due to the tremendous amount of work I have to complete in a limited time span, and I often want to escape, at least momentarily. There are myriads of ways to escape reality; some people listen to music, while others find their escape in a morning jog. J.K. Rowling only adds yet another way in which one can create solace for him or her self.

The Harry Potter series has become so popular among readers because the series allows people to re-enter the realm of childhood and to evade the realities of life for a while. We can all learn something from Harry’s display of courage and power, and can then attempt to apply it to our own lives. As adults, when we encounter a dictatorial boss, we can think to ourselves, “WWHD – What would Harry do?” Additionally, a reader can escape their own life and all the maladies it entails; simply put, Harry Potter is fun for those who have a big imagination and helps those who have lost their childhood imagination, to develop one. In my opinion, this book is more influential to adults rather than children because children still live in a magical world, while adults are suffering in the abyss of the real world. J.K. Rowling has cast her spell on all readers and lovers of Harry Potter, and the magic she has created will live on.



Works Sited

Lurie, Alison. “Not For Muggles.” New York Review of Books. 16 Dec. 1999. Gale Group. 26 May 2005. . Path: Literature Resource Center. Keyword: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban.

Nodelman, Perry, and Mavis Reimer. “Children’s Literature as Repertoire”. The Pleasures of Children’s Literature. Boston: Allyn & Bacon, 2003. 184-217.

Rowling, J.K. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Askaban. NY: Scholastic, 1999.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

This has certainly been one of the most trying weeks of my college career. I nearly lost my all of my sanity in the process of getting the things that needed to get done!

Monday night was spent with my astronomy lab partner trying to finish our frustrating and confusing lab report. Tuesday was one of my crazy days: astronomy class at 10 until 11:30; voice lesson from 12:30 to 1:30; English class from 1:45 until 3:30; choir rehearsal from 4 until 6, and then 7 until 10. I was supposed to have Harry Potter finished for my English class by Tuesday, but didn't. We had a quiz, but I could not answer a single question. I pathetically wrote, "I'm sorry, but I haven't finished the book" on the quiz. My English professor won't be too happy about that.

Wednesday was another long one. I had to meet with a group from my Buddhism class to visit a temple, and gather information to do a presentation on our visit. We ended up going to three temples (although, one was just an abandoned house), and none of them worked out. It was about 6:15, and I had to get to rehearsal by 6:45. So, I ran home and got my music without getting dinner. After a long, but very enjoyable rehearsal, my friends Marc, Laura, and I went to a diner to get some food. That was one of the best parts of the week. The other best part of this week has been seeing Veronika, of course :-)

Today was another long one. I got up at 7:00 to study for an astronomy quiz that, for certain, I failed. Then, I went home and worked on my reading logs due for English today. Unfortunately, I didn't finish them in time to turn into class, so they will be a bit late.

At least this weekend is a three day weekend. The highlight will definitely be going to senior ball with Veronika and all my friends on Sunday. I am definitely looking forward to it.

Well, it is approaching the midnight hour, and I need to get sleep. Bye for now.